Rather than trying to answer what I think will be a waste of time, I would say this game is clearly not for you. It's a true sandbox and from everything you wrote you won't enjoy what this game has to offer. Good luck finding that game that will keep you, but I wouldn't hold my breath
The free trial has been brought up many times. Rather than repeating it here is one of the more recent threads http://www.xsyon.com/forum/showthrea...riend-of-mine.